From now on posts in english will occasionally pop up on Mommy in the Yellow House. Reason why? Mommy in the Yellow House just feels like it sometimes and sometimes she feels connected to people in other parts of the world who she wants to share her thoughts with. Sometimes when thoughts and dreams and plans are still in their crib, when they have just started to grow, when thoughts are flying wild and free it feels better to share them with people far away than those very close, at least those who doesn't understand english, to save myself from questions and critisism about something I'm not yet willing to explain to them or defend.
I'm dreaming of connection, a wholehearted life and wholehearted relationships. I want more time with my family. I'm exploring ways to live as I want for me and my family. In my thoughts. Have recently realized that it's not to late! It really isn't! And that awakening has opened up worlds to me! That the path chosen, a path which was the right path back then, but maybe isn't anymore, can be changed whenever. I'm preparing for a change. I'm reading and thinking, gathering information about how to, planning on when. It's exciting.